Never Wanted ::
I sit here gazing at the shining stars,
I sit here thinking of my shattered dreams,
I watch the world through broken eyes
and feel it all with my dirtied skin.
I think of how it should have been,
sugared dreams and candied hopes,
A million and one promises spoken,
A million and one dreams fulfiled.
I feel you here, you feel so cold,
you made me this way,
so locked away from it all,
I think of how it was.
darkened dreams and useless hopes,
A million and one promises broken,
A million and one lies you spilled.
You lied to me when I wanted love,
you made me feel so used, you made me feel abused,
you made me feel dirty,
though I never did anything wrong.
I look back now as tears stain my face,
A silent collection of torn memories,
A dark little cloud in the back of my head,
A recollection of every word you said.
I look back now as anger builds inside,
the way you made me feel,
how you dirtied my skin and burned my flesh,
I cannot believe I came so close to you.
I never wanted this,
I never wanted to feel this way,
I never wanted to hate another,
I never wanted it to end like this.
I sit here gazing at the shining stars,
I sit here thinking of my shattered dreams,
I watch the world through broken eyes
and feel as the knife pierces my rotting heart.











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-We live in an age when pizza gets to your home before the police.
-You can lead a man to Congress, but you can't make him think.
right
btw, be sweet^^
me miss too talking to you, hope to talk to you soon again..
i'll better be away some time from you cuz then you can finish this website and stuff..
and then i'm not annoying like i always am and such stuff
*huggles*
be cute and sweet *paw paw*
meow